Friday, July 26, 2024

I am me

Thoughts in my mind go haywire. My mind wanders to unexpected places. I feel a loss of enthusiasm and energy to move forward. But no, I am not done. I am not down yet. I still have the energy to rise.

As many of you have heard, you are not defeated unless you quit.

No one can save me or help me beyond their limits. After all, it is up to me whether to continue or to quit.

I wander without knowing who I am. I am aware of problems, but I don’t understand them fully. Unless I identify the problems, how can I resolve them?

Am I finding enough time for myself? Am I running away from my problems by staying occupied? What stops me from embarking on the journey to discover who I truly am?

My fears and worries—they divert my energy. Am I placing them above my efficiency and vitality? When I know how to confront challenges, my fears often hold me back.

Taking a leap into the unknown, whether for better or worse, is part of daring to grow.

Even my loved ones cannot solve my problems for me. They can offer guidance and perspectives, but I am the judge and the one who must take action.

Am I overly worried or feeling down? Am I failing to see the dawn that follows dusk and darkness? Am I not recognizing my own abilities and capabilities?

Others may not know the real me. They only see what I project. The real me is within.

My reluctance to accept myself is my problem. If I cannot love myself, who else will?

I am learning to view my problems from a different perspective. I will not be crushed.

I will chase my problems rather than let them chase me.

If someone rejects me, why should I be worried? Am I craving their acceptance? I cannot conform to their expectations of me.

I can be different. I am unique.

Walking into death is not a solution. Facing death and uncertainty with a smile is. Even a fake smile in the face of obstacles can surprise and intimidate them.

I know the spark inside me. I know it has the potential to become a great fire. Like a forest fire consuming everything in its path, I will let that fire grow. My worries and uncertainties will fuel that spark until it becomes a wildfire.

When I accept myself for who I am, I am not concerned about others. Other people’s successes are not my measure of success. Who am I to make others my role models? I can be a role model for myself.

I will harness the hidden energy within me. I will not let it die.

I am me. I am who I am. I am learning about myself. I am committed to understanding myself better. I will overcome my negative thoughts.

The light beyond darkness is a reality, even if it is not yet visible.

I can console myself, comfort myself, heal myself. I can fly with my invisible wings.

Yes, I am diving deep to discover myself—something no one else truly knows.

I am not quitting. I am becoming my true self.

I am me. I am who I am.. 


Thursday, January 28, 2016

Simple but Powerful...

After a break, it’s once again…

Some personalities have captivated my mind. While others find it challenging to smile, they manage to find reasons to do so. They make their lives joyful, even turning the smallest incidents into big reasons to smile.

I asked them, “How do you do it? What inspires you in such a gracious way?”

The answer was simple: “We are tired of being sad. Life hasn’t always given us its best, but it has given us good things at times. We turn our pain into a pathway to joy, knowing that the joy we feel after overcoming hardships is even sweeter. Our past sorrows have only made our happiness more meaningful. We also make time for others, listen to their problems, and share their sorrows and joys. We support and inspire them when they feel down.”

The joy we have is acquired through giving. By sharing our happiness with those who are struggling, we brighten their lives. Even a small light, like a candle, can make a significant difference. As the saying goes, “Something is always better than nothing.”

“The joy we find in giving brings us happiness. We do this not to seek attention but to savor the love of humanity. Yes, my motto is also: BE A HUMANE HUMAN.”

As they wondered why I asked these questions, I walked away. My questions weren’t direct, so they didn’t realize I was talking about them.

Yes, I am like an eaglet. I stay away, I fly high, but I keep watching, noticing even the subtle details.

Hmm… It’s so nice. My task is not yet over. There are many more whom I’ve missed while observing.

It’s time for me to spread my wings again… deep into the blue skies.


Statutory Warning: If this resembles someone you know, it's quite natural.

Monday, May 18, 2015

Freedom... Freedom

A mind full to the brim, waiting to empty somewhere. A kind consideration, always desired. Just wanting to escape everything—you’re tired of it all. You want to get up, but society and its rules hold you back. The regulations never let you rise.

A bird in a cage always longs for the free skies, which offer so much more. There’s much more to explore, but the bondage is suffocating. Explore the unexplored.

I admire your passion and your longing to breathe freely. I know you’re tired, but you’re not giving up. That’s awesome.

Wipe away your tears. You are not alone. Somebody, somewhere is there for you—silent, yet waiting to be revealed. Ready to wipe your tears, ready to listen. You can share your griefs and sorrows. They are not going to leave you alone. They will hold you and take you to the bright side.

Because you have already suffered enough. It’s time for you to rejoice.

Your freedom has arrived.

You are a Gem....

I have seen beauty. You are a beautiful person, in both body and mind—a true human being. That’s what I will call you, not just in relation to humans but to all living beings.

Every living being has a unique quality, but discovering it requires effort.

I feel wonderful about the way you love and care for all living beings. From one being to another, from God to all living beings, to me, it's just a difference of "B" to "b."

I have met a few people who truly understand this difference.

I’m proud to know you and happy to have a friend like you. You possess a divine quality to care for others.

One in a million? No. One in a billion? No. In a trillion? No.

I should say, one in a zillion.

Be who you are. I just love it.

I’ll be watching you always, from a distance.

A compassionate, humble, loving person—that’s who you are.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

life a different view...

Life is not a complicated...

I lived the beautiful days and hated the sad ones

that was my mistake. COZ both happy and the sad make it complementing.

bad things in life gave me lessons to learn, where as the good days gave me  moments to enjoy.
'But now i would love to cherish both.

the days aren't over where i walked in utter silence and in complete darkness. 
Those days help me reflect more about me

what i am, who i am is only important to me. not to anyone else.

i have been moulded separately.
the pain starts when i chose to be someone else than what i am.
i can be best in what I am

I gave it the best shot, regardless the situation.

Vanish away without being a pain to anyone

Make the other happy, coz the day you bring smile to someone is the most blessed day in your life.


Live it regardless the situation. Care the other. Do ot have them your heart taken away.

Love them, never expect eth love back.. coz it the most painful moment, not to have it back.. It tears you apart..

I have decided to LIVE.. live a life of Love, hiding the tears of mine.. wiping the tears of other.. The most beautiful one..

I am who i am, not more or less than that..

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

HUMAN ...

HUMAN

Humans can be deceiving. Recently, I observed someone who seemed very pious, generous, kind, and well-mannered. But as I got to know this person better, I was surprised to discover that they were actually an opportunist. I have nothing against this individual, but I was amazed at how quickly their behavior changed. I don’t want to single out any particular group, so I'll refer to this person as M.

M has always been a puzzle to me. They would praise even their enemies to get things done, but once the task was accomplished, M would move on without a second thought. They help people occasionally but expect a favor in return. M always wants to be a winner and gets upset quickly over trivial matters. Their preoccupation with the future seems to be a source of their tension. M used to have charisma and insisted on it, but it was surprising to see them change so dramatically. I never thought M would make such a transformation. Nonetheless, I wish M good luck. As a friend, that is the best I can do. God bless you, M. Please take care.

This experience has left me pondering human behavior. What is important to a person? Why would anyone make changes in their life that could drastically alter their path? Everyone has their comfort level and their desires. People often wonder about finding the best comfort zone where they can feel happy, safe, and secure. When things don’t turn out as expected, people might change their approach. I don’t want to place blame on anyone. Even I have these thoughts and may act accordingly. We often look for shortcuts to happiness that might provide quick relief but may not last. We rarely take the time to think about the lasting contentment that could bring deeper fulfillment.

Many are quick to change their paths to achieve goals, sometimes causing sadness or inconvenience to those close to them. Later, we might regret our actions, realizing that we’ve lost valuable relationships, perhaps irretrievably. We may have sacrificed a sacred relationship that could have brought us happiness and stood by us in times of need. What do we gain from such changes? Often, nothing but a mirage, a fleeting validation of our thought processes.

It’s surprising that despite numerous incidents like this, we often continue down the same path. What can I say? The human mind is so amazing, powerful, and capable, yet it is often underutilized. It is dynamic and energetic, but it can be squandered in the most careless ways.

One question for all: Are humans the most brilliant living beings on earth?

Monday, August 8, 2011

Its Not over yet


Love: i thought it was not for me...

Friends: That's what i had many

Relations : That's what i kept so Precious

Time : That's what i gave

Care : That's the thing i'd provided them..

Confidence: That's what they gave me

Trust : That's what came out of them

Fear : They took it away from me

LOVE : i have it plenty

YOU: i'll never leave..........


to be continued :-)